Tuesday, May 13, 2008

没有你的日子

离开的那刹那
真得仿佛好像没了生命,没了人生目标
眼看着你走掉的背影
眼泪一直在眼眶里打转,蚂蚁一直在心里璇转
一时之间,脑里简直就好像被冰洁了
心想,也该放心的让她走,转身我也该走了

一个人走着的路真的感觉好空虚
感觉就好像空白,没人在我身边,方向也差点搞乱了
火车的路途里,见着途里的风景
脑里就一直打回我们的回忆
就只有开心的记忆,回忆虽然开心,不过心里还是一股难形容的心情
过后的日子我该怎样过呢?? 
努力的抓钱?努力的存钱?
这是另外的一个问题,我每天的日子该怎样过?
一天一天的日子都很难过!没有你的日子!!
担心我每天的晚餐,担心我每天的假期..

回到家,没有你的拥抱,没有你的笑容,没有你的一切..
一个人的日子很恐怖,很害怕..
一直在想,什么可以做,要怎样打发时间
摺衣时,看到你的衣
睡觉时,看着我们的照片
入床时,看见窗下的字迹
入房时,看了每一件你留下的物件
那种心情,也不知道该怎样形容

就短短的一天,心情就是那么的复杂,
不过时间还是要过,日子还是得过...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

when i saw this blogs i m so toughing.
my face was wet.
my eyes so blur cant continue to read.
feel so sad too.
he must so lonely without me.
because when i m in Malaysia,we always sticking together.
We almost cant breath without each other.
Now here a bit different,
my mandarin suddenly so bad,sound like donno how to speak mandarin.Luckly got my old frens to support me.
When i eat delicous thing saw nice outfit,sure i will think about my lao gong,even lenglui..ahahha..
hope he can come here n stay with me.and we can sticking always.
My heart is so concentrate to my interview,hope will succuss.
Lao gong,
pls wait for me..
i will not let u alone
wont let u sleep,eat,shop,watch,even wash clothes alone..
please wait for me!

Paul said...

tai lou..u dint login then leave comment=.=